Friends around me are getting attached. For this, I sincerely give them my blessings from the bottom of my heart. Yet again, I feel as though I'm getting lonelier, distancing myself away from my friends. It feels pretty depressing, but there's nothing I can do.
I believe one would tell you this if they're single. "I'll definitely hang out with you." As soon as they got themselves attached, whatever they have said will never be of use again. Tell me, how does it feel when you had plan so much, only to hear a "NO" from the opposite party? You wouldn't know how fuck up it felt.
I may have many friends, but I only hang out with a certain bunch of them. Without them, my life would have been completely colourless. Now, people around me are getting attached, and they're so occupied with their own relationship. All these makes me think back, "what's the actual reason of me getting attached? Do I just want a company? Am I feeling lonely? Am I craving for someone to care & concern?"
It's always nice to be greeted with morning messages from your friends. Yes, I may have them, but it's even better if it's received from people who's close to me. (Don't start texting me after you read this, cause I won't give a damn to you.)
I guess.. it's really time for me to stop thinking about all these. It's a waste of time. Right now, my only main focus is to work, study, and obtain my driving license asap. No sweat about being attached or so, as it's the least concern in my life now.
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Finally I had the chance to meet my happy pills again. It's nice being with them, as we've got endless of topics to talk about. They never fail to make me laugh throughout my day with them, and I'm even luckier to have them around me whenever I need them to. :)
Kays & Noel
Denise & Noel
Chocolate Praline Cake @ One Caramel
PS: My dearest Nicky's picture isn't inside cause she wasn't at her best that night. All the pictures we took look damn cuuuuuui! Most importantly, meet up soon! :)
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