Just So You Know

Talking about the dumb blonde, there's one right here!

This is what happened..


And so I thought I was supposed to be working today, I got up at 11am despite sleeping at 4.30am last night thinking I have to head to work. Never did I realise that I was supposed to be home today! I swear I feel like a retarded saying so. If it's not for my friend who whatsapped me to remind me about dinner tomorrow, I would have went to work without realising.

As such, I tasked myself last night to get my blog updated by Tuesday (since I thought I'll be working today), but I guess I can do it today since I'll be free throughout the day :D


For the next part of my entry, I'm gonna talk about the thing I'm most afraid of.

LONELINESS

"It suck to know that at the end of the day, you're all alone. How sad, but true." This status was posted on my page and it was well-received by several people. How would one survive if you have no one to turn to when you're face with your down times? It happened to me once, and I certainly wish it will not happen again.


It was the end of my secondary school phase when I realised I had lost most of my friends. Come to think of it, it was my temper and character that scare them away. I used to be a favourite among all, only until then did I realise it was just a facade. I had almost no one to turn to, and my cliques shun away from me when I'm around. It was when reality kicks in, I was then aware I am actually

OUTCAST!

The cold, harsh truth. Probably the worst feeling in the world you can ever experienced. You're never involved in their conversation, you were never asked to hang out with them. You want to get involve, but you were never welcomed. I swear it's a pain in the ass! I know how many of you labeled me as "Mr Happy Go Lucky". I am, it's just that I've kept all these to myself throughout these years.


Just so you know, I've friends facing the same problem as I used to, and I know how hard it is for them to undergo such ordeal. That is why I've never allow my friends to be left out etc.

REFLECT

Have this ever occurred to you? If it does, think about what you did wrong and amend your mistakes. As the saying goes, "only true friends accept you for you are".


On a lighter note, stay tune for another recording in a week's time! - The One That Got Away by Katy Perry