The "Two Extremes"
This title came about when I was lying on bed last night, figuring what exactly were the complications that happened recently. The title sygnifies an extreme happiness in comparable to an extreme disappointment. As much as this title contradicts one another, I find this the best words to describe my feelings now.
Positive extreme, aka Happiness - On a lighter note, I'm glad Ked is finally back in Singapore after a 8-days overseas trip (working trip) at States. Anyway, it's really nice to keep my life occupied with every little things I am occupied with now. Lessons, Work, Driving lesson, NS. Despite having a hectic lifestyle, I'm quite amazed when I still have the time to hang out with my friends. Praise me - I've got 'Good Time Management'. =p Whatever it is, I'm pretty much contented with life now. Nothing to worry about, not even the major concern many people are facing now - Love-life. Once again, I thank my friends for standing by me whenever I needed them. (You know who you are)
Negative exreme, aka Utter Disappointment (I really wish you would read this, and make things better between the both of us)- I've no worries in life except you. As much as you are protective over me, I don't see the reason why shouldn't you share your weals and woes when I tried to understand you further. Somehow or another, this forms a barrier in our communication - it's hard to penetrate, and to understand you thoroughly. As much as you're afraid I might leave you, I fear the same too. As much as you want to start afresh, I wanted it too. I sincerely wish that 'history will never repeat itself'. I'm tired of the recent ongoings. Spare me some thoughts, will you? I'm equally as protective over you too. Trust me, I don't want anything to happen to you, just like how protective I am towards my close friends too. "A leopard never change its spots". I'm utterly disappointed in you for making empty promises, or otherwise, NATO. It's draining me, too much.
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