A heart-to-heart talk with Tyler over the past few days made me realise so much about myself, and how important friendship is. Without my friends, I wouldn't know what I've become. Before I pen down my thoughts on today's entry, I would love to thank all my friends who never fail to stand by me whenever I needed them. You know who you are.
Today's entry ain't gonna be something about my life-per-day-encounter, but rather, a lil' motivational entry that I think it's worth for me to pen down. It's about my personal love life (Gahh! I'm sure some of you wouldn't want to know about this). I guess.. It's time I need to reflect on my own actions, deciding what I want before I hurt even more people.
I'm sure each and everyone of you has your own ambition, your own goals to achieve. My friends around me are working towards their dreams, but me? I don't even know what I want in life. I'm someone who is fickle-minded when it comes to decision making, when it comes to love, anything. How I wish it'll be easier if I was as determined as my friends. As the old saying goes, "determination is the key to success".
Nowadays, I have been pretty confused over my love-life recently, and it seems to get even more confusing as time goes by. As what I've told Tyler, "I guess I've set my expectations too high, personally and to my partner, that it's hard for me to achieve what I want." Yet.. Even if I were to lower down my expectation, it wouldn't be that much either. Tell me, is this more of an disadvantage? Or an advantage?
I have missed too many good people that bypass my life, some entered and stayed, while some came and left. People who stayed, I thank you for that. People who left, I guess I know what's the reason for you to leave. I have been labeled a flirt, a undevoted bf. I don't blame you. I only blamed myself for being so fickle-minded. Tyler said this to me yesterday night, "the past affects the present, and the present affects the future". Come to think of it, I'm beginning to understand this statement.
Currently, I don't wish to think much about all these. All I know is, I'm gonna work even harder to achieve my aims. The three most important things are: Driving license, pursue my studies, and get myself a better job. As many of you may know, I'm turning 21 this year, and I hope to achieve all these by the end of this year. Not to mention, I'm looking forward to overseas trip on July & Sept.
Yet again, tomorrow's the start of a brand new week. Let's work hard towards our dreams, and for those who are still schooling, I'm sure you'll do very well in your studies! All the best! And.. Who says Monday is always blue? I'll be meeting my sweeties for kbox tomorrow evening. :)
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