I guess one of the reasons why I chose not to get attached is because of the problem my friends are facing currently. I know it's tough to maintain a relationship since it consists of many factors like trust & commitment to make it an awesome one. However, it's easier said than done. Many friends whom I've spoke to are facing similar problems, and it somehow causes fear in me. What if I faced the same problem like them? What if I'm the one who made the wrong move? It's the "what-if" and "if-only" analogy.
In addition to the above, one of the reasons I chose not to get attached at this stage, mainly because I ought to stay focus in work. I need time to adapt to my working environment. I need time to plan for my future. It's not that I don't want to get myself attached, it's just that I can't afford to drain myself out, definitely not at this crucial stage. It sucks to feel this way, but I know I gotta be strong, and I'm very sure my friends need me.
Anyway.. Let's cast this aside.
As quoted from my previous entry, "Who says Monday is always blueeeeeeeeees". I had sucha great time at kbox with my loved ones this evening. I sang my heart out, I enjoyed myself with them. They brought me so much joy.
I'll pray for my friends. I'm sure everything gonna go smoothly. :)
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